Cant remember what evoked me to blog about this, but i feel quite blessed on my own part to have some people with me ^^ FREDDY YOU'RE GOING TO WIN THAT SUNSHINE TITLE HANDS DOWN HOKAAY :D.


Thats alfred walking, pretty scarry :O

I think im really really really thankful for all AYF has given me, its a big big big blessing, not even in disguise. I had the happiest days of my life during that period, an entire crazy week of fun and laughter and knowing new people, staying at the tallest storey of Novetel in the middle of Clark Quay, going down to clubs and pubs trying to act like i CAN drink, and then dressing up for the final night.. Meeting the most awesome people in the world - kartik, audrey, balpreet, ervin, alfred, its just heartwarming.



Even after that week of craze, things never stopped there. People came back to me, and i am really thankful ((: Kartik has been looking after me like a big big big bro and its just a very safe feeling around him. Awesome food anytime ftw! :D Audrey has been that girl whom i went through many up & down and it just made our whole frrienship much much mroe meaningful.






Jumping on THE F1 Track ;)

Everyone i met in AYF, has helped me in a way or many others. I couldnt go for APEC now for sure that the damned conference is right smack in the middle of A's. But kenneth promised that he'll loop all of us in for any further events, HORRAY! :D HAHAHA. Alfred called me a nepotist, :P hahahaha.

Anyway, its not like i dont want to go for MAF, sorry. HAVE FUN SUNSHINE. HAHAHA brighter than the moon wtf.

Love, in a frame :D

Ok wait first, i realised now how its actually scary/dangerious to have a blog, and what's scarier is you wont know who's reading it.. I NEED TO PRIVATIZE THIS.

OMG 2nd. HAHAHAHA ECONZ WAS WTSSS. As usual, i did half of my micro, i cant believe elasticity freaking came out again like wtf the same things as the previous PLUS one of the lecture tests. My right arm died, im typing with the remaining 5 digits of my left hand painfully now.. Okay but i hope my handwriting is legible to a certain extent, they looked horrible, im really scared the teacher will refuse to mark it >< Its messier than any guy's by my standard, honestly...

Eliz if you're reading this: :D i think you're amazingly adorable. hahah the funniest part is when Mr V was collecting the scripts, and then there was some sort of commotion at the back of the room. And i think eliz attached the quesiton paper to her script instead of the coversheet and she didnt even realise it until Mr V told her hahahahahhaah i kept smiling to myself coz the anal female invigilator kinda dont even allow us to have eye contacts? Ok exaggerated, but it was a painful moment to have her as our invigilator. Kept asking to shut up like we already didnt know, i think kids are just rebellious, like the more you act like you're the big boss and order them around like  they owed you, i think the more it doesnt work that yeah, yea, things just doesnt work that way. Mr V's so awesome ^^ hahaha he smiled at me while checking out my particulars, ok i hope he didnt snigger coz of my ezlink photo :(

Hahaha then coz the invigilator really did put me off (like wth she doesnt even allow us to bring unused but names already written folscaps out of the room, like usually teachers will just mention to crush up the papers right, she INSISTED on looking over us like a hawk throwing away those papers, somemore asked the person from the first row to collect the crushed papers. Its not like we'll do anything funny..

So i was just jotting down some of the things i wanna say in case i forget, and then i was scribbling on my paper then julian walked over and damn kapoh he was like what're you writing. Hahaha i really dont know what to say, its like just thoughts that i cant let go of coz some words are pretty hard to come back to me when they go away.. So i was just thinking: You can really see how a person is like from the way she treats her students. If her tone of voice has tinges of despise, or cant be bothered to talk that exihibts patience, i dont think you're at the right place, being a teacher. Yeah mel i think you do great as a teacher HAHA. Its not really about how nicely she talks to her collegues, nor how she acts like an angel, i think everything just shows from the way a teacher treats her students. Like wise, a person treating his/her parents, close friends, and not the person trying so hard to put a mask pretending to be someone he's not. Its easy to tell.

Anyway, after the paper was a trip to manna's cafe! Oh whatever you call it. Its smaller than the fishtank..? But at least the food's awesomely great and omg :D HAHAHA i made friends with the people working there, ok just trying to be friendly, not friends yet. I mean, you'll probably see them everytime you go there.. eat..mug.. just be nice lah! :D Hahahaha, and the food's averagely priced, not like ripoff like the fishtank's where the uncle price discriminate you like crazy. Like according to genders and level of goodlookingness. Hahahahaha. Damn funny.

Almost puked at the latte mel bought, i really dont like bitter stuff when im not up for it. Like i think coffee are for sad ppl, both emotionally sad ppl who cant taste the bitterness, and also sad ppl like when im studying for bio throughout the night >:(

Wanted to get the steak thing but i decided i eat too much for my own good. The strawberry smoothie's so much <333 hahhahah a little to sour for my liking actually. But it blended well with the latte.

Talked about post prelims plans and as usual we cant get to decide anything. Oh saw xiu!! :D HAHA I LV YOU HOPE ALL YOUR PAPERS WENT WELL. Stupid girl scared me in the morning while i was at the lockers coz i was so concentrating on trying to cramp all the full multiplier explanation in my head :P But i was damn happy laaa xiuu xiuuuuuu :D

HAHAHA omg the best part is when julian's dad walked into the cafe haha i swear its damn funny. I think the first time i ever see him from like the front and so close somemore! :O A very ka ai de lao ren :) hahahahaha i wanted to talk to him but like the girls were so.. HOSTILE HAHAHAH. Ok wadever!!

All it takes is for a group of like-minded people to come together and create miracles. You dont have to be brilliantly smart, nor awesomely fun - scribble in your room is where you party, and Vitagens (LESS SUGAR) over a tequila shot for cheers; you can be crazy and annoying, yet enjoying every moment you have with each other.

Lay down your arms, lets give up the fight

Just because you belong in the same world and your paths crossed. Just because you think alike and chorused in harmony - and have a common goal; you clicked and that's how you rule the world.

Why try so hard to make 2 parallel lines meet when its never meant to be. Why try so hard to be someone you're not, much less be with someone who can never ever understand (or bothers for the matter). Why bother struggling to keep your head above the water and keep afloat when that line is exactly what separates people from different worlds moving in parallel.

All it takes is the coming together of the group of right people who can exist in perfect harmony, and a common goal, at the right time.



Time to live and let die.

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
Where the people are pleasantly strange
And counting the change as she goes
Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

He's one man who defo made me a lot more interested in the politics and the newspapers (yes.. now im actually readings papers, and discovering so many interseting news bout obama :):D) hahaha, nope not you kwanjy, although it might be possible that i'll help you run to become the next UN secretary ;D lvyougdluckforprelims!




hahaha, kanye must be a really big one for the president to call him a jackass.

Anyway, i think its pretty fun going into the politics :D Its largely about playing around with the media, and make it work for you, just like celebrities.

My eyes are seriously dying, i dont know what's the matter with them :(( Im really scared coz what if i go blind one day waking up!?!? Note to self. I need to go check them out right after the prelims.

I love the strawberry stick by the way im going to get it everyday now after each paper ^^

Its actually amazing how i can find joy to make myself alive everyday despite the indescribable pain and disappointment i'll have to face everyday without fail and, anticipate even more (that's worse). 

I think that's the magic of friends :D Studying out (before the prelims) have been pretty constructive with the people from my tuition class and even G.chong says that we're such an amazing class, like how we'll drop by holland v to have a bite and make new friends with the lonely non-rj boy in class. Good company makes the panicmugging all the more bearable, and actually fun.

Last saturday (or i cant remember when) we went to curry wok and had lunch and AJay joined us tgt with leon. I really must agree with mr chong since (not only leon) i feel that all the people in my class are really amazing :D. Plus anyway, i just want to say leon will go a really long way coz of his willingness to help and patience, i think that's so hard to come by, isnt it? Like what are the chances of you having brains and high EQ at the same time? HAHA. Not Ms SG 09 for sure.

Morinings are awesome now coz mummy gives me the money to cab. Not like i stay a 2hr-ride from school in the first place which gives me no reason to complain about waking early, but waking up at 7 and getting ready in 5 minutes plus just another 5 miinutes drive and STILL reaching school earlier than mel (nothing to gloat about hhaha dont kill me) is kind of "omg-i-totally-love-it" for me :))

Today morning was crazily funny despite the looming chem paper 3 coz barnbarn and xiao di was sitting and waiting for me at the pick up point. HAHA i hate it when i get out of the cab everytime coz it'd be so foggy coz the weather is so hot and the aircon's blastingly cold. I dont know what was it that we kept talking about, but i was feeling very blessed and happy ((: AWWW coz of you again barnbarn! <3

And mel was such love we (me) took a cab back home while she was heading to novena :D. It's been such a long time that we hanged out coz i ponned all our tuition hahahahaha but i hope you are what you seem to be :) Ok and i will defo hang out with you once prelim's over coz i wont be cabbing to school anymore :).

I need to go off for dinner now, i really love my parents now (not like i didnt) but its a feeling that i cant really describe haha. I want to give so much, its like i want to tell them i love them but being Asians, those are words that i tuck right under.

OK barn & you need to destress if you're reading this now! :D

Alrite im bored with econz now, i wonder how i can ever retain all these knowledge in my tiny head..

Haha, so i wanted to talk about the new cafe in school. ITS SO AMAZING ITS SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN THE FISHTANK IN HWACH HAHHAHAHA. I feel so proud of my school (Y). <33. I kept telling barnbarn how eggcited i am over the new cafe, its almost like i can see myself studying in there sometimes hahahaha, ok food first anyway, you know me. I guess its just like the hodge lodge, an alternative venue for people to hang out during/after school. But that means im going to see less of whoever i want to see than i already am :( anyway, RJ IS SERIOUSLY SOME COOL SCHOOL :D Not only do we have our really nice Bio Diversity Pond, craved out nicely in block letters in YELLOW against a GREEN wall with fishes and creatures that i've never seen before/heard of and monsters having faces bigger than mel's and RJ is also renovating almost every corner of the school and the best part is the progress is not stale so we are actually having new renovations every now and then, AND NOW WE HAVE OUR OWN CAFETERIA :))

Oh i just thought the folstop was like some dirt on my computer ._.

Okay moving on, i realised habits change and you can sort of change your habits overtime with external influences, especially people around you whom you're really close to. But i guess mugging will be one habit i'll never retain coz having fun is just so much easier. Yeah that's pretty much obvious. But i swear some ppl love mugging T_T. I think i talked about this seeing how i've changed my likings of tea, (ok mel i still do like earl grey just that i like another type of tea now too ^^), how i can live when i thought i'd die without somethings in life. It was damn scary after coming home from school mugging with kok and jonnie coz i had the same exact feeling in my stomache. But luckily it was only for a temporary moment and disappeared right after my nap :) I cant let myself go through all this ever again and this, i promise myself. Im going to stay away from people who cant withdraw themselves from wallows of self pity and self victimisation and depression and im not going to let anyone affect how i feel anymore. What's with the emoness? Get a life, or i think you're pretty much fine just like that. Sucks to you!! Yohyoo!

Barn (and mel too) says that im too nice to certain kinds of people hahahaha its quite funny the way you put it barn!!! :P I dont knowwww :( Its just me, coz i cant bear being a bitch. HAHA. Its not like i can ignore them just because everyone else disses them off, its not what i do =/. I believe in keeping my friends as who they are right from the start and its going to stay that way forever. Because we are friends, i will treat you with full respect that friends ought to have towards each other regardless how other people think of you, and that's always what i believe in :) Doesnt matter if you're weird, i'll be nice. HAHA, ok but still, there's threshold. AND YES, BARN I DO NEED TO KEEP A DISTANCE AND EVALUATE ON HOW I BE NICE TO SOME PPL, THANKS FOR REMINDING.

Omg that reminds me of threshold potential and nervous system :( Life sucks ok i take back what i said earlier. HAHA.

Okay then again today im so ^^ coz of ^^ HAHAHA. I kept doing the thing to barn i think i look slightly retarded. OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT. This is like impt, coz while me and mel were walking out from school in (coz we cant decide where to get the cab so we walked back into the school and go over to the canteen bustop ._.) I saw zha/cha/whateverhisnameis walking around in the canteen. And i said, i wanna do a makeover for him for prom!!!! :O :D HAHAHAHA. Mel gave me the =.= look, i saw! But i totally think if someone ever be nice to him, and tell him what's not socially acceptable of him, and MAKEOVER HIM, he can totally win the promking title! OMG HAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY. Okay sorry if im saying this like a joke, i didnt mean to. But i really want to help him i guess? To integrate into the whole school communitity thing, and not let the fact that he's weird for the reason for everyone in school to know him. He can totally be > bra if he cleans himself up hahaha, ok mel said for that, plastic surgery might be needed. Coz nothing you cant do without plastic surgery!! LOL. Alrite fine. Anyway a nice surprise in the morning while walking up to the lockers with barn but it totally ruined my impressions of ______ hahaha :(

This is such a lousy post full of rants. Glad you survived till here.

<3

Im perfectly normal, cant you tell?

Omg its damn late now i havent finished mugging half of the topics for bio, i should have known better :( But anyway, was looking at some of the photos just now, and i really have to say, i feel really disgusted, either at myself or at you, ok more at myself for doing all the stupid things that are never appreciated. Omg! I was so stupid haha. And im pretty much annoyed when other ppl talks about it too, its just - annoying.

This is not the place for me to rant, im going somewhere else now :)

BIO'S IN 4 HRS!! I really thought i'd have time for all these.

Coffee makes me really eggcited, too eggcited.

Prelims make me feel like a pregnant woman. Like you know how pregnant women always have cravings for food in the middle of the night( or anytime in the day for that matter).

I've been asking my dad to go food hunt every now and then, he had to travel all the way like to amk just to get my durian pancakes :D haha lucky he's on leave for this period. I had tortilla wrap and some durian pancake substitute before dinner today :D:D.

Oh and the parents are treating me like really nice (although i showed no signs of stress, unlike you barney, i did not always cry) and they offered to give me cash for cabbing today. And my mum was like, omg so fast, reached in 5 minutes?! I think you better cab to school everyday from now! :D HAHA. She always call me bao3 bei4 now its so funny.

Today, was pretty okay :) math paper and ^^ and me in the same room HAHA.  And ^^ was still in the room when i go back to take my water bottle coz i left it back there i totally love the chairs and table and the smell of my pullover. Omg, so much relevations im so happy to got all these stupid ideas out of my head. Its like nothing really matters now, oh and barn im really happy coz of you today :D. Mel looks weird (BUT STLL V PRETTIE :D) today in her new hairdo. Speaking of that i think i need to get a haircut too.

Cant wait to shop after prelims and need to mug doubly hard for A levels. I really want to go uk with you barn omg :D it'd be so eggciting. I honestly want to go manchester now although incidentally there's a really high crime rate.

Hope i survive today! :D Oh wait but there's still econzzzzzz. CANT WAIT FOR TUITION WITH G.C OMG :DD LV MY CLASS LIKE CRAZY. LV TUITION LIKE CRAZY.

She knows better. Or not.



Okay hello kok i see you found my blog :) There's nothing to read about my life really haha except a lot of thoughts in an overflow of words.. :D Anyway i just want to tell you, just be yourself, but not dont be too hard on yourself either if you cant do certain things. Really, some people are nothing once you know them. So why not just let it stay it as it is :) Sometimes nothing can be at it very best.


Remember barnbarn the reason i wanna go london? :D Its coz we can totally take a train to paris for lunch right? ;)



Hahaha anyway omg im just putting on random photos here. I ALWAYS DO THIS IN THE SHOWER :D

I love nights like this when i have time to look at pictures i love and having a cup of hot tea :))









Anyway, i think this is really true, dont you think?






Hahahahah so cute :D










HAHAHA THIZ IZ FUNNY.






HAHA PACMANN!! OMG :D

Time to sleep, and then its fun tmr morning.

Leon's betrothed to _______ now (potentially/or you can take it as a form of threat) for hearing all our gossips today over lunch hahahaha. I think it was a painful time for him. But thanks for coming anyway :D I think our class's awesome. Anyway i think leon looks like derek, right derek? hahaha.

The hwach class was after mine, i wish it didnt matter that much. I wish you didnt matter that much. Okay on to happier things, lisa and kok finally talked to russell when he came up to ask me (oh surprise) how to get out from cashew cresent and after which i offered my jar of chocolate which kok said was a stupid thing to do coz he looks like some num guy who think chocolates = poison or something. Whatever not like i care about him :D HAHA. But then i think our class's integrating rather well with him, being the only cj guy must be a rather sad thing :(

We need to name our class, elizabeth if you're reading this! hahahahaah, and stop stalking ppl around fb! :P

Now, friday, brunch <3