All it takes is for a group of like-minded people to come together and create miracles. You dont have to be brilliantly smart, nor awesomely fun - scribble in your room is where you party, and Vitagens (LESS SUGAR) over a tequila shot for cheers; you can be crazy and annoying, yet enjoying every moment you have with each other.

Lay down your arms, lets give up the fight

Just because you belong in the same world and your paths crossed. Just because you think alike and chorused in harmony - and have a common goal; you clicked and that's how you rule the world.

Why try so hard to make 2 parallel lines meet when its never meant to be. Why try so hard to be someone you're not, much less be with someone who can never ever understand (or bothers for the matter). Why bother struggling to keep your head above the water and keep afloat when that line is exactly what separates people from different worlds moving in parallel.

All it takes is the coming together of the group of right people who can exist in perfect harmony, and a common goal, at the right time.



Time to live and let die.

And she fights for her life as she puts on her coat
And she fights for her life on the train
She looks at the rain as it pours
And she fights for her life as she goes in a store
Where the people are pleasantly strange
And counting the change as she goes
Nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows

He's one man who defo made me a lot more interested in the politics and the newspapers (yes.. now im actually readings papers, and discovering so many interseting news bout obama :):D) hahaha, nope not you kwanjy, although it might be possible that i'll help you run to become the next UN secretary ;D lvyougdluckforprelims!




hahaha, kanye must be a really big one for the president to call him a jackass.

Anyway, i think its pretty fun going into the politics :D Its largely about playing around with the media, and make it work for you, just like celebrities.

My eyes are seriously dying, i dont know what's the matter with them :(( Im really scared coz what if i go blind one day waking up!?!? Note to self. I need to go check them out right after the prelims.

I love the strawberry stick by the way im going to get it everyday now after each paper ^^

Its actually amazing how i can find joy to make myself alive everyday despite the indescribable pain and disappointment i'll have to face everyday without fail and, anticipate even more (that's worse). 

I think that's the magic of friends :D Studying out (before the prelims) have been pretty constructive with the people from my tuition class and even G.chong says that we're such an amazing class, like how we'll drop by holland v to have a bite and make new friends with the lonely non-rj boy in class. Good company makes the panicmugging all the more bearable, and actually fun.

Last saturday (or i cant remember when) we went to curry wok and had lunch and AJay joined us tgt with leon. I really must agree with mr chong since (not only leon) i feel that all the people in my class are really amazing :D. Plus anyway, i just want to say leon will go a really long way coz of his willingness to help and patience, i think that's so hard to come by, isnt it? Like what are the chances of you having brains and high EQ at the same time? HAHA. Not Ms SG 09 for sure.

Morinings are awesome now coz mummy gives me the money to cab. Not like i stay a 2hr-ride from school in the first place which gives me no reason to complain about waking early, but waking up at 7 and getting ready in 5 minutes plus just another 5 miinutes drive and STILL reaching school earlier than mel (nothing to gloat about hhaha dont kill me) is kind of "omg-i-totally-love-it" for me :))

Today morning was crazily funny despite the looming chem paper 3 coz barnbarn and xiao di was sitting and waiting for me at the pick up point. HAHA i hate it when i get out of the cab everytime coz it'd be so foggy coz the weather is so hot and the aircon's blastingly cold. I dont know what was it that we kept talking about, but i was feeling very blessed and happy ((: AWWW coz of you again barnbarn! <3

And mel was such love we (me) took a cab back home while she was heading to novena :D. It's been such a long time that we hanged out coz i ponned all our tuition hahahahaha but i hope you are what you seem to be :) Ok and i will defo hang out with you once prelim's over coz i wont be cabbing to school anymore :).

I need to go off for dinner now, i really love my parents now (not like i didnt) but its a feeling that i cant really describe haha. I want to give so much, its like i want to tell them i love them but being Asians, those are words that i tuck right under.

OK barn & you need to destress if you're reading this now! :D

Alrite im bored with econz now, i wonder how i can ever retain all these knowledge in my tiny head..

Haha, so i wanted to talk about the new cafe in school. ITS SO AMAZING ITS SO MUCH PRETTIER THAN THE FISHTANK IN HWACH HAHHAHAHA. I feel so proud of my school (Y). <33. I kept telling barnbarn how eggcited i am over the new cafe, its almost like i can see myself studying in there sometimes hahahaha, ok food first anyway, you know me. I guess its just like the hodge lodge, an alternative venue for people to hang out during/after school. But that means im going to see less of whoever i want to see than i already am :( anyway, RJ IS SERIOUSLY SOME COOL SCHOOL :D Not only do we have our really nice Bio Diversity Pond, craved out nicely in block letters in YELLOW against a GREEN wall with fishes and creatures that i've never seen before/heard of and monsters having faces bigger than mel's and RJ is also renovating almost every corner of the school and the best part is the progress is not stale so we are actually having new renovations every now and then, AND NOW WE HAVE OUR OWN CAFETERIA :))

Oh i just thought the folstop was like some dirt on my computer ._.

Okay moving on, i realised habits change and you can sort of change your habits overtime with external influences, especially people around you whom you're really close to. But i guess mugging will be one habit i'll never retain coz having fun is just so much easier. Yeah that's pretty much obvious. But i swear some ppl love mugging T_T. I think i talked about this seeing how i've changed my likings of tea, (ok mel i still do like earl grey just that i like another type of tea now too ^^), how i can live when i thought i'd die without somethings in life. It was damn scary after coming home from school mugging with kok and jonnie coz i had the same exact feeling in my stomache. But luckily it was only for a temporary moment and disappeared right after my nap :) I cant let myself go through all this ever again and this, i promise myself. Im going to stay away from people who cant withdraw themselves from wallows of self pity and self victimisation and depression and im not going to let anyone affect how i feel anymore. What's with the emoness? Get a life, or i think you're pretty much fine just like that. Sucks to you!! Yohyoo!

Barn (and mel too) says that im too nice to certain kinds of people hahahaha its quite funny the way you put it barn!!! :P I dont knowwww :( Its just me, coz i cant bear being a bitch. HAHA. Its not like i can ignore them just because everyone else disses them off, its not what i do =/. I believe in keeping my friends as who they are right from the start and its going to stay that way forever. Because we are friends, i will treat you with full respect that friends ought to have towards each other regardless how other people think of you, and that's always what i believe in :) Doesnt matter if you're weird, i'll be nice. HAHA, ok but still, there's threshold. AND YES, BARN I DO NEED TO KEEP A DISTANCE AND EVALUATE ON HOW I BE NICE TO SOME PPL, THANKS FOR REMINDING.

Omg that reminds me of threshold potential and nervous system :( Life sucks ok i take back what i said earlier. HAHA.

Okay then again today im so ^^ coz of ^^ HAHAHA. I kept doing the thing to barn i think i look slightly retarded. OMG I TOTALLY FORGOT. This is like impt, coz while me and mel were walking out from school in (coz we cant decide where to get the cab so we walked back into the school and go over to the canteen bustop ._.) I saw zha/cha/whateverhisnameis walking around in the canteen. And i said, i wanna do a makeover for him for prom!!!! :O :D HAHAHAHA. Mel gave me the =.= look, i saw! But i totally think if someone ever be nice to him, and tell him what's not socially acceptable of him, and MAKEOVER HIM, he can totally win the promking title! OMG HAHAHAHAHA DAMN FUNNY. Okay sorry if im saying this like a joke, i didnt mean to. But i really want to help him i guess? To integrate into the whole school communitity thing, and not let the fact that he's weird for the reason for everyone in school to know him. He can totally be > bra if he cleans himself up hahaha, ok mel said for that, plastic surgery might be needed. Coz nothing you cant do without plastic surgery!! LOL. Alrite fine. Anyway a nice surprise in the morning while walking up to the lockers with barn but it totally ruined my impressions of ______ hahaha :(

This is such a lousy post full of rants. Glad you survived till here.

<3

Im perfectly normal, cant you tell?

Omg its damn late now i havent finished mugging half of the topics for bio, i should have known better :( But anyway, was looking at some of the photos just now, and i really have to say, i feel really disgusted, either at myself or at you, ok more at myself for doing all the stupid things that are never appreciated. Omg! I was so stupid haha. And im pretty much annoyed when other ppl talks about it too, its just - annoying.

This is not the place for me to rant, im going somewhere else now :)

BIO'S IN 4 HRS!! I really thought i'd have time for all these.

Coffee makes me really eggcited, too eggcited.

Prelims make me feel like a pregnant woman. Like you know how pregnant women always have cravings for food in the middle of the night( or anytime in the day for that matter).

I've been asking my dad to go food hunt every now and then, he had to travel all the way like to amk just to get my durian pancakes :D haha lucky he's on leave for this period. I had tortilla wrap and some durian pancake substitute before dinner today :D:D.

Oh and the parents are treating me like really nice (although i showed no signs of stress, unlike you barney, i did not always cry) and they offered to give me cash for cabbing today. And my mum was like, omg so fast, reached in 5 minutes?! I think you better cab to school everyday from now! :D HAHA. She always call me bao3 bei4 now its so funny.

Today, was pretty okay :) math paper and ^^ and me in the same room HAHA.  And ^^ was still in the room when i go back to take my water bottle coz i left it back there i totally love the chairs and table and the smell of my pullover. Omg, so much relevations im so happy to got all these stupid ideas out of my head. Its like nothing really matters now, oh and barn im really happy coz of you today :D. Mel looks weird (BUT STLL V PRETTIE :D) today in her new hairdo. Speaking of that i think i need to get a haircut too.

Cant wait to shop after prelims and need to mug doubly hard for A levels. I really want to go uk with you barn omg :D it'd be so eggciting. I honestly want to go manchester now although incidentally there's a really high crime rate.

Hope i survive today! :D Oh wait but there's still econzzzzzz. CANT WAIT FOR TUITION WITH G.C OMG :DD LV MY CLASS LIKE CRAZY. LV TUITION LIKE CRAZY.

She knows better. Or not.



Okay hello kok i see you found my blog :) There's nothing to read about my life really haha except a lot of thoughts in an overflow of words.. :D Anyway i just want to tell you, just be yourself, but not dont be too hard on yourself either if you cant do certain things. Really, some people are nothing once you know them. So why not just let it stay it as it is :) Sometimes nothing can be at it very best.


Remember barnbarn the reason i wanna go london? :D Its coz we can totally take a train to paris for lunch right? ;)



Hahaha anyway omg im just putting on random photos here. I ALWAYS DO THIS IN THE SHOWER :D

I love nights like this when i have time to look at pictures i love and having a cup of hot tea :))









Anyway, i think this is really true, dont you think?






Hahahahah so cute :D










HAHAHA THIZ IZ FUNNY.






HAHA PACMANN!! OMG :D

Time to sleep, and then its fun tmr morning.

Leon's betrothed to _______ now (potentially/or you can take it as a form of threat) for hearing all our gossips today over lunch hahahaha. I think it was a painful time for him. But thanks for coming anyway :D I think our class's awesome. Anyway i think leon looks like derek, right derek? hahaha.

The hwach class was after mine, i wish it didnt matter that much. I wish you didnt matter that much. Okay on to happier things, lisa and kok finally talked to russell when he came up to ask me (oh surprise) how to get out from cashew cresent and after which i offered my jar of chocolate which kok said was a stupid thing to do coz he looks like some num guy who think chocolates = poison or something. Whatever not like i care about him :D HAHA. But then i think our class's integrating rather well with him, being the only cj guy must be a rather sad thing :(

We need to name our class, elizabeth if you're reading this! hahahahaah, and stop stalking ppl around fb! :P

Now, friday, brunch <3

I just feel extremely blessed today :) I internalized this when i was breezing outside the library really late into the night :))

Donny with mel and barnbarn was <33. Su-su and Jonnie helped me today when i was flustering like crazy. Omg talking to susu while breezing outside the library is just damn <3. I really love the breeze and the quietness :)

Studying with liz and kok is just damn a lot of cock hahaha wts i barely did like 3 questions on org chem. But im still pretty much damn happy :)) cant wait for monday brunch now - just that perhaps its going to be a little tricky =/

Anyway, Eddie (such a cute name right) replied to my email and im like <3333333 totally lost for words :D












Joel was damn funny today coz he wore some sunglasses in the library (Y) HAHAHA WTS. Econz tmr! :)))))