I am nothing special, of this i am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts, and I've lead a common life. My name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
Pcps
Rgs
Rjc
Guitar
Interact
Volleyball
A Mid Summer Night's rhapsody
Better by far you should forget and smile; Than that you should remember and be sad
Well, not quite, but i figured i probably wont be here on d-day itself.
But i think i should know how it feels. Bmat prepared me for this - a little bit more well prepared this time - i hope..
Anyway! CALLED MEL, and she was at the toilet. Freak hahahah her mum totally passed her the phone while she's still IN the toilet. And she still hasnt called me back till now, its been tweeenty minutes!
Oh actually i just feel the need to comment about something about RJ's beloved teachers - i swear they're the MOST adorable people, ever. No underlying sarcarsm, nah-uhh! :D
I was reading through Bio post-mortem comments, and i spotted notes like "Answers with overly GROSS spelling was marked wrong" and "This question was marked with a merciful heart" HAHAHAHA. omg :D SO CUTE! <33
Why didnt i realise this earlier. And i actually think that my awesome tutor looks super youthful and cute in his oldschool army specs! ^^ Way to go Mr Lan!!
Ok, and i need to address this thing about him: MEL HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE BRA, FOR GDNESS SAKE! THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT HIM THAT LOOKS LIKE HIM!! ^^
My mum has been trying to poison me with all sorts of things - ginger soup to warm your womb, anyone?
Thank goodness it came before the big A's! But now i might need an added stock of kotex - or whisper for personal preferences.
This is such a quaint picture, i really like it a lot when i saw it (:
And
not forgetting what hormones like Estrogen does to someone, a girl
generally - i dont usually like cats, not really, but i find this cat
rly rly adorable somehow. Hormones...
Cutest cat, EVER: Ooops, sorry i think that's just a piggish looking dog on 2nd look.
No, really, i was kidding, i was talking about this one here:
Oh
this reminds me of the crossroad where my house in China is ((: snowy
night after the snow has melted. Winter's so awsm but i have decided to
have the holiday in next june so much so that i can spend the dec here
in singapore and do my attachments.
MEL!!!! :D this is what we do BESSST, isnt it! omg hahahaha
K to end off with a REALLY weird photo:
^^ Thr3e more days to A's!
OK. OMG I MUST LET EVERY1 KNOW MY FAV BOY!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D HAHAHA MEL SAYS HE LOOKS LIKE CHAO-TA BRANDON. Aww come on!
I cried today, not much coz of the stress, and the song was a mere catalyst. Everything makes me feel bad now, i feel MISERABLE. Now i wish i can rly be accepted by Cambridge, the most isolated college whatsoever NOOOW.
Talk, mel, anyway (: Im fine, -- just pissed. But i can say Im just sorry for making you going through the trouble TO HELP ME, and ____, believe me. I am grateful. It doesnt feel good but i still must tell you what i feel, the things you do.
This is an awesome video, with really meaningful words (:
OMG I have acquired at least like 5 new moles. SOMEONE MUST HAVE PASSED THEM TO ME. SOMEONE AS IN LIKE MEL WHO HAS A LOT OF MOLES TOO. Didnt know moles are airborne diseases. OMG. YOU CAN TOTALLY START CALLING ME MOLLY NOW (but pls dont) COZ I AM SO MOLE-LY. Argh @#$! They're so annoying its like they're so tiny, cant really be seen, yet to me its so obvious coz I DIDNT USE TO HAVE THEM?! :( WHY DO I GET MOLES???? RAWR.
HAHA I WILL NEED TO DOCUMENT A LOT A LOT OF THINGS, SO MAKE THAT FRIDAY NIGHT. WATCH OUT FOR WHT I NEED TO TELL YOU GIRLS <3
On a side note, i dont trust my instinct honestly, like, thinking i screwed the paper doesnt mean i will do badly, MAYBE EVEN GET >50%tile, but thinking i scored the paper doesnt mean that i will do v good either!! SO, i refrain from thinking how i did for each paper everyday, like it doesnt affect my morale/motivate me!!! So i kind of doesnt like it when my mum, without fail, asks about "so how did you think you do today?" everytime im back. Like even before i can take off my socks. Forces me to think about it >:(
Teaching wee wee math now and not memorising bio, i need to take a nap double paper tmr! :D CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY! :D WHOO HOO.
Note to you: I NEED TO TELL YOU STHG REMIND ME TMR after chem, AND LET'S ROAM PS/CATHAY ON SAT TO GET YOUR DRESS :)