I am nothing special, of this i am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts, and I've lead a common life. My name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
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A Mid Summer Night's rhapsody
Better by far you should forget and smile; Than that you should remember and be sad
I cried today, not much coz of the stress, and the song was a mere catalyst. Everything makes me feel bad now, i feel MISERABLE. Now i wish i can rly be accepted by Cambridge, the most isolated college whatsoever NOOOW.
Talk, mel, anyway (: Im fine, -- just pissed. But i can say Im just sorry for making you going through the trouble TO HELP ME, and ____, believe me. I am grateful. It doesnt feel good but i still must tell you what i feel, the things you do.
This is an awesome video, with really meaningful words (:
OMG I have acquired at least like 5 new moles. SOMEONE MUST HAVE PASSED THEM TO ME. SOMEONE AS IN LIKE MEL WHO HAS A LOT OF MOLES TOO. Didnt know moles are airborne diseases. OMG. YOU CAN TOTALLY START CALLING ME MOLLY NOW (but pls dont) COZ I AM SO MOLE-LY. Argh @#$! They're so annoying its like they're so tiny, cant really be seen, yet to me its so obvious coz I DIDNT USE TO HAVE THEM?! :( WHY DO I GET MOLES???? RAWR.
HAHA I WILL NEED TO DOCUMENT A LOT A LOT OF THINGS, SO MAKE THAT FRIDAY NIGHT. WATCH OUT FOR WHT I NEED TO TELL YOU GIRLS <3
On a side note, i dont trust my instinct honestly, like, thinking i screwed the paper doesnt mean i will do badly, MAYBE EVEN GET >50%tile, but thinking i scored the paper doesnt mean that i will do v good either!! SO, i refrain from thinking how i did for each paper everyday, like it doesnt affect my morale/motivate me!!! So i kind of doesnt like it when my mum, without fail, asks about "so how did you think you do today?" everytime im back. Like even before i can take off my socks. Forces me to think about it >:(
Teaching wee wee math now and not memorising bio, i need to take a nap double paper tmr! :D CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY! :D WHOO HOO.
Note to you: I NEED TO TELL YOU STHG REMIND ME TMR after chem, AND LET'S ROAM PS/CATHAY ON SAT TO GET YOUR DRESS :)
Cant remember what evoked me to blog about this, but i feel quite blessed on my own part to have some people with me ^^ FREDDY YOU'RE GOING TO WIN THAT SUNSHINE TITLE HANDS DOWN HOKAAY :D.
Thats alfred walking, pretty scarry :O
I think im really really really thankful for all AYF has given me, its a big big big blessing, not even in disguise. I had the happiest days of my life during that period, an entire crazy week of fun and laughter and knowing new people, staying at the tallest storey of Novetel in the middle of Clark Quay, going down to clubs and pubs trying to act like i CAN drink, and then dressing up for the final night.. Meeting the most awesome people in the world - kartik, audrey, balpreet, ervin, alfred, its just heartwarming.
Even after that week of craze, things never stopped there. People came back to me, and i am really thankful ((: Kartik has been looking after me like a big big big bro and its just a very safe feeling around him. Awesome food anytime ftw! :D Audrey has been that girl whom i went through many up & down and it just made our whole frrienship much much mroe meaningful.
Jumping on THE F1 Track ;)
Everyone i met in AYF, has helped me in a way or many others. I couldnt go for APEC now for sure that the damned conference is right smack in the middle of A's. But kenneth promised that he'll loop all of us in for any further events, HORRAY! :D HAHAHA. Alfred called me a nepotist, :P hahahaha.
Anyway, its not like i dont want to go for MAF, sorry. HAVE FUN SUNSHINE. HAHAHA brighter than the moon wtf.
Ok wait first, i realised now how its actually scary/dangerious to have a blog, and what's scarier is you wont know who's reading it.. I NEED TO PRIVATIZE THIS.
OMG 2nd. HAHAHAHA ECONZ WAS WTSSS. As usual, i did half of my micro, i cant believe elasticity freaking came out again like wtf the same things as the previous PLUS one of the lecture tests. My right arm died, im typing with the remaining 5 digits of my left hand painfully now.. Okay but i hope my handwriting is legible to a certain extent, they looked horrible, im really scared the teacher will refuse to mark it >< Its messier than any guy's by my standard, honestly...
Eliz if you're reading this: :D i think you're amazingly adorable. hahah the funniest part is when Mr V was collecting the scripts, and then there was some sort of commotion at the back of the room. And i think eliz attached the quesiton paper to her script instead of the coversheet and she didnt even realise it until Mr V told her hahahahahhaah i kept smiling to myself coz the anal female invigilator kinda dont even allow us to have eye contacts? Ok exaggerated, but it was a painful moment to have her as our invigilator. Kept asking to shut up like we already didnt know, i think kids are just rebellious, like the more you act like you're the big boss and order them around like they owed you, i think the more it doesnt work that yeah, yea, things just doesnt work that way. Mr V's so awesome ^^ hahaha he smiled at me while checking out my particulars, ok i hope he didnt snigger coz of my ezlink photo :(
Hahaha then coz the invigilator really did put me off (like wth she doesnt even allow us to bring unused but names already written folscaps out of the room, like usually teachers will just mention to crush up the papers right, she INSISTED on looking over us like a hawk throwing away those papers, somemore asked the person from the first row to collect the crushed papers. Its not like we'll do anything funny..
So i was just jotting down some of the things i wanna say in case i forget, and then i was scribbling on my paper then julian walked over and damn kapoh he was like what're you writing. Hahaha i really dont know what to say, its like just thoughts that i cant let go of coz some words are pretty hard to come back to me when they go away.. So i was just thinking: You can really see how a person is like from the way she treats her students. If her tone of voice has tinges of despise, or cant be bothered to talk that exihibts patience, i dont think you're at the right place, being a teacher. Yeah mel i think you do great as a teacher HAHA. Its not really about how nicely she talks to her collegues, nor how she acts like an angel, i think everything just shows from the way a teacher treats her students. Like wise, a person treating his/her parents, close friends, and not the person trying so hard to put a mask pretending to be someone he's not. Its easy to tell.
Anyway, after the paper was a trip to manna's cafe! Oh whatever you call it. Its smaller than the fishtank..? But at least the food's awesomely great and omg :D HAHAHA i made friends with the people working there, ok just trying to be friendly, not friends yet. I mean, you'll probably see them everytime you go there.. eat..mug.. just be nice lah! :D Hahahaha, and the food's averagely priced, not like ripoff like the fishtank's where the uncle price discriminate you like crazy. Like according to genders and level of goodlookingness. Hahahahaha. Damn funny.
Almost puked at the latte mel bought, i really dont like bitter stuff when im not up for it. Like i think coffee are for sad ppl, both emotionally sad ppl who cant taste the bitterness, and also sad ppl like when im studying for bio throughout the night >:(
Wanted to get the steak thing but i decided i eat too much for my own good. The strawberry smoothie's so much <333 hahhahah a little to sour for my liking actually. But it blended well with the latte.
Talked about post prelims plans and as usual we cant get to decide anything. Oh saw xiu!! :D HAHA I LV YOU HOPE ALL YOUR PAPERS WENT WELL. Stupid girl scared me in the morning while i was at the lockers coz i was so concentrating on trying to cramp all the full multiplier explanation in my head :P But i was damn happy laaa xiuu xiuuuuuu :D
HAHAHA omg the best part is when julian's dad walked into the cafe haha i swear its damn funny. I think the first time i ever see him from like the front and so close somemore! :O A very ka ai de lao ren :) hahahahaha i wanted to talk to him but like the girls were so.. HOSTILE HAHAHAH. Ok wadever!!
