I am nothing special, of this i am sure. I am a common girl with common thoughts, and I've lead a common life. My name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough.
Pcps
Rgs
Rjc
Guitar
Interact
Volleyball
A Mid Summer Night's rhapsody
Better by far you should forget and smile; Than that you should remember and be sad
Omg this is the first time im writting a letter to you!! Print screen this and frame it up!!! :D I dont think i'll ever ever say this right infront of your face (hahahaah), but i just really really wanna say, you're going to be one happy boy from that second onwards (:
There's no more history, and what's in front of you, is today, and an endless possiblity of tomorrow. I wouldnt say we've been very close friends, i dont think i am to you at least, but i am eternally grateful for all that help you've given me, honestly, when i just needed someone who understands, and someone who's willing to do it for a friend. To me its not about how many things i've done with a friend, not how long i've gotten to know a friend, but that moments of my life that i was who i really am.
And for today, you deserve every single thing, where you are now, what you are, who you're with. There's no reason why you should ever ever be sad again (: And even when things are not what you've imagined it to be one day, it doesnt mean that love has ended. Love always lives on, and love always stays. Make the best out of every thing that you have, and grasp it, hold it gently, govern it with the rest of your life ((: Im really damn happy for you laaaaa!! x 9898^finity.
OMG I SOUND LIKE SOME MOTHER. But whatever :D How many times do i get to do this man.
You know i always know too much quotes for my own good, but this is for you, ok? (:
"Know yourself fully before making promises to another. Make many
mistakes so you’ll know the right decision when it really matters. Know
when to hold on and when to let go.
Love hard and often, and without
reservation. Keep your
heart open, your head high and your spirit free. Have
the courage to admit when you’re wrong.
Awaken to the brilliance of
ordinary moments. Embrace your darkness
along with your light. Never mislead anyone, especially yourself. Open yourself up to possibility.
See goodness in the world. Be wild and gloriously free. Strive to be your best. Seek knowledge.
I am blogging with my specs on now, omgzz, giddyzz!! BUT DAMN CLEAR, HAHAHA.
O.K anyway, not really in love i guess, but i do like this city to a certain extent (: the shopping, the food, the landscape, the marina bay, the buzz, the tranquility. It takes care of both extremes well enough. I could probably spend a lot of time exploring Singapore, yes, hahaha, when i have the time, and a group of friends that want to. I'm actually, secretly, in awe of the cultural mysteries and exotic beauty of the city's old mosques and streets and art centres.
Just like how everybody else want to travel to places like London, France, they've got their bit attractiveness which im definitely not going to miss as well, but i'd rly like to go to places in singapore i didnt had a chance as a teenage student. Omg after A's we wont even have our bus commission!!!!! >:(
I dont know what made me suddenly take an affection towards the view from outside school, the canteen bus stop. Maybe it was the sunset, maybe it was just the song playing on my IPod hahahaha. Maybe it was jasmin who made it very heartening for me (:
Saw her at the canteen and she walked me to the bus stop, and somehow we got started talking a lot about, i dont know, random stuff. AT THE FREAKING GATE. hahahaha its like im standing at the gate so that i wont close kind of thing. She was so thankful for the talk, which i thought was nothing. But the big warm fuzzy hug was really (: hahaha, some bonds just cant break, right? I mean, no matter how distant you may get, you just know there's someone at your back watching out for you. And there's no awkwardness, whatsoever. That's how you differentiate superficial friendships and real friends i guess? Im glad for what i have today, despite all the shit i've been through for the past year and so. Coz you wont feel the warmth without the cold, right?
Oh i am very pissed off still, but i think M is right, i am not obliged to give you anything, coz i dont think you're even my friend. Oops abit mean, but its time to cut my wishy-washyness and act like how i really feel. I dont believe you understand you're at a very uhmm, unfavourable position now, and its not just me ((: HAHA. that's the best part.
Tmr's Billys with M again ((: I think peiting's like a ball and she is just so damn cute. Joelgay's hair's getting long like crazy. Oh and we got a lecture on the phrase "like-crazy" today. Its disheartening to see how he gets accused of something like that ): I hope he feels better soon.
I dont know why some bonds are so fragile at the same time. Its like after what P tell me today, i am quite bewildered, and i have really absolutely no idea as to why its like that between them?? But i bet tmr they'll be fine (:
This is such a convoluted post. I am bored :D
GOBBLE! :D Ok, i think the smarter move should be (2) bring them home and breed 'em.
Let's not talk about elitism here, coz it isnt. But anyway, like RJ's life is not interesting enough, (i forgot to blog about this when i discovered _________) BUT RJ IS JUST GETTING MORE AND MORE INTERESTING BY THE DAY!! Hmm yess, M and I (HAHAHA) today, in the midst of TUITION, sorta figured out who S&R are ^^ BRIBE US. hahahahahaha. (we were, ok i was exhilarated) But actually i dont think they're cute like described.
EDIT EDIT!! OMG, i realise i might know who B&L ARE TOO(!!) MY GOODNESS. To think i just talked to him while coming out of the library!! :O M, you think? But i think B's too good a boy for such a thing ;) ha.
AND. G & T! I suddenly feel like im damn smart HAHAHA WTS
Life's kind of interesting like that
Oh just collected my new specs and its making me very very giddy. Not good ): And some ppl just drive me crazy, in the bad way. HAHAHA.
Okay time to make up for the super slack weekend. Let's start with a nap first ((:
the first time ever, that smelly has posted about such a thing, and i really must say, i lurve it alot (:
"Why praise only starswhen the black they sleep uponallows them to shine?"
And a post back to you! ((:
" Love each other, or perish , it's good, no? And it's so true. Without love, we are birds with broken wings. — Mitch, Tuesdays With Morrie
hahaha, she's so cute (:
" See the little song bird unable to make a sound, even though she follows her words from town to town? We both have gardens of songs and maybe it's okay that I am speechless because I picked you this bouquet. — Ani DiFranco
We all need to decide whether to "play it safe" in life and worry about the downside, or instead take a chance, by being who we really are and living the life our heart desires. Which choice are you making?
My father gave me the greatest gift anyone could give another person, he believed in me. — Jim Valvano
Don't you think it's better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life? — Audrey Niffenegger
We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same. — Carlos Casteneda
If you want the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain. — Dolly Parton
Listen to the song "Say"! :D
" There are so many things I want to say to you, but time's caught me up and now I'll never say them — except that I've loved you from the moment I saw you and every moment since. — Robin Hood
" Everything about him made her long for something she had never known. — Nicholas Sparks
"You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith. — Mary Manin Morrissey
I'll be at the other side of the line, always (:
Beautiful is not what is beautiful, but what one likes -- Yiddish Proverb
When you can't be honest with people, you can't ever relax with them. — Dorothy Koomson
We take a risk when we open our hearts because the truth is, if we open our hearts, we will get hurt. You can't open your heart and not have some hurt because you're in a human experience. Even if it's the love of your life and you have many wonderful, deepening, growing, powerful years together, it's a human experience and that person will pass over. Love takes courage. Be courageous.— Mary Manin Morrissey
"Why resist temptation? There will always be more"
You can never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view… Until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it. — To Kill a Mockingbird
(HAHAHAHAH WTS THIS IS WORSE THAN IN THE STALKERISH WAY)
And you love me but you don't know who I am I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand And you love me but you don't know who I am So let me go, let me go - Let me go, 3 doors down.
"Will you sing to mejust one song, or maybe two while I fall asleep." Daily Haiku on Love
A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself.
"Have you noticed that all the people in favour of birth control are already born?"
And so, you should appreciate more! ((:
HAHAHAHAHAH
HAHA yes! i think i posted this before.
Yes (:
"I wonder whether the stars are set alight in heaven so that one day each one of us may find his own again. -- The Little Prince(:
I don't know if I continue, even today, always liking myself. But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself. It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable. But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, 'well, if I'd known better I'd have done better,' that's all. So you say to people who you think you may have injured, 'I'm sorry,' and then you say to yourself, 'I'm sorry.' If we all hold on to the mistake, we can't see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror; we can't see what we're capable of being. You can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one's own self. I think that young men and women are so caught by the way they see themselves. Now mind you. When a larger society sees them as unattractive, as threats, as too black or too white or too poor or too fat or too thin or too sexual or too asexual, that's rough. But you can overcome that. The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don't have that we never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.
The color of your car reveals a lot about you: your personality, your moods, and even how satisfied you are with your life.
Yes,
your fiery orange-red sports car says exactly what you think it does:
you’re sexy, speedy, high-energy, dynamic. Before you preen, go out and
look at your red car. Most red cars on the road are more of a kidney
bean color. Is yours? If so, it means you are dynamic and energetic but
are losing your fire. You really want to be have that orange-red sports
car personality, but you just can’t quite make it. You’re too busy, too
old, or too tired. For all the good your red car does you, it might as
well be brown.
A silver car generally means that you are cool
and elegant. The only problem is that since silver was the most popular
car color for several years, almost everyone owns one, like your
neighbors who don’t mow their lawns and don’t put their garbage cans
away after the garbage has been picked up. Real cool. Very elegant.
White
is supposed to mean you are fastidious, but what it really means is
that you wanted that fiery orange-red sports car, but you drive like a
bat out of hell or like batman in his batmobile, (depending on your age
group) and you were afraid that you’d get too many tickets so you chose
the less conspicuous white. Good thinking. On average, while drivers in
red cars do not get more tickets than anyone else, orange-red sports
car drivers do, and let’s face it, they deserve them. Who drives the
speed limit in a car like that?
A light blue vehicle means that
you’re calm and quiet. It could also mean that you went to the showroom
to buy a sunshine yellow car to show how joyful and young-at-heart you
are, but they only had marine blue, and since you really are a calm,
quiet person who doesn’t like to make waves, you bought it.
A
dark green vehicle means that you are traditional, trusty, and well
balanced, but what it really means is that you are thrifty. Who makes
dark green cars anymore? If you own one, it’s probably been a while
since you bought a new vehicle.
A purple vehicle means you are
creative, individualistic, original, and perhaps it does. It could also
mean you’re too old to care what anyone thinks of you.
A black
vehicle says you are empowered, not easily manipulated, love elegance,
and you appreciate the classics. It’s also says that you are mysterious
or that you have two sides to your personality; it’s the favored car of
both clergy and gangsters.
A dark blue vehicle says you are
credible, confident, dependable. And you drive too much because you
always get stuck with the carpool.
A gray vehicle says you are
sober, corporate, practical. And boring. But if that gray car is
charcoal with sparkles, you still have flashes of brilliance and
charisma.
An orange vehicle says you are fun loving, talkative,
fickle, trendy. A yellow-green one says you are trendy, whimsical,
lively. And you know it’s true. Only fun and whimsical cars come in
these colors: Volkswagen bugs and little sportscars.
A tan
vehicle means that you’re timeless, basic, simple, but it also means
you have something to hide. Maybe bad driving habits? Or that you never
wash your car?
A gold vehicle says is that you love comfort and
will pay for it; it also says that you’re intelligent, and you must be
- you were smart enough to come read my article!
And a brown
vehicle supposedly means you’re down-to-earth but who are you trying to
kid? If you really cared about the earth, you wouldn’t have bought that
big old gas-guzzler.
I havent mentioned how adorably looking my doctor is!!! Coz my brain was totally not functioning yesterday - i thought i didnt have a memory. OK. I bet my doctor's one of the cutest thing on earth coz he's just so queeeeeeeer, and adorable! Omg, such a wrong adjective used for a doctor, but can you believe he's actually wearing a light bluish office shirt, PLUS A STRIKING RED BOW TIE.
Just imagine a bit pls And, like he's a really tall guy. Probably 1.83, really really tanned and well tonned, probably an iron man like george chong! AND HE'S WEARING A BOW TIE. (?!?!) OMG HOW FUNKY. AND AND AND his room is filled with bunny picture/drawings etc, damn cute. Im going back more often to visit him!! Ahem, to check out my eyes, yes (: And omg his nurse is like some gay guy who wears pink hairtie, i find him so.. sisterly. Whatever you call it, like i can talk to niang ppl kinda thing hahahahaah. OMG, I AM SO INSPIRED TO BE A DOCTOR NOW HAHAHAHA.
i finally got my eyes checked yesterday when i almost freaked out to death like in the middle my bath that my eye is extremely painful and like red. I feel like vomiting now coz i just finished one whole packet of the cheese ring thing that makes your fingers orange.
Something like that, yeah :D
Had rice dumplingsssss for dinner which add more to the dismay of my stomach =/ Im not going to do anything for today, and i speculate that tmr will be an extremly slack day since 1.5gp we're watching movie =.= Omg feel like using my mc that my doc gave yesterday so i can sleep at home. Like seriously its 6wks to gp prelims and we're watching movies in class, win.
And i totally cant stand the way you hawk on people's work like, i dont know, i cant even find a word for you. Its kind of repulsive, and just that, people will never show it, i hope you internalise it yourself sometime soon. And i have my every right, to do whatever i want with my own paper, by the way ((:
Class time sucks as usual, what's new. OMG I THINK PEITING IS SO ADORABLLY CUTE!! :D She's so mini its like you can pinch her in your fingers or something. Sorry random, saw a photo on wall-e. I honestly disliked the movie to my utmost. I dont know i just feel like puking that day so bad, i thought watching a movie might make my mood better, but i end up feeling worse and it didnt take my mind off anything at all. And i wasted $10 and 2hrs of my life. Maybe its just plotless and the graphics arent exactly what i would say nice, ok personal preferences, i never liked watching cartoons =/ not even finding nemo HAHAHA omg.
WANTED TO END THE POST ON A HIGH NOTE, hahahaha so im putting up something lame.
Hahahahahaha sooo cute! ^^
I pour out my heart, for all i am worth. Please say something back. Im running to stand still. Actually, i cant wait for prelims, provided that i am prepared enough.
Queen of Hearts: Now, where do you come from? Alice: Well, I'm trying to find my way home... Queen of Hearts: Your way? All ways here are my ways! Alice: Yes, I know, but I was just thinking... Queen of Hearts: Curtsy while you're thinking. It saves time. Alice [curtsying]: Yes, Your Majesty, but I just wanted to ask you... Queen of Hearts: I'll ask the questions! Do you play croquet? Alice: Why, yes, Your Majesty. Queen of Hearts: Then let the game begin!
Anyway im like damn downright tired. Its not just physically anymore, its like sleeping doesnt help, eating cant fill my stomach ): AS ALWAYS BY THE WAY, and just a little something more which i cant quite put into words.
Hahahaha Mondays are going to be totally <3. Except that this monday is a little taxing since i have to travel damn a lot, hate travelling these few days, getting old. Oh have i mention how as the days go by, the more attractive i find Adam Lambert?? I mean, honestly i didnt find him thaaaat attractive just a few months ago..
OMG. How sad it is to love a gay, a hot gay who has got really nice voice ): I was like telling mel, the 2 saddest thing that can, ever, happen to you is to 1) fall in love with a gay, and 2) fall in love with someone who cant love you back, which, by the way, mean the same thing!! HAHAHA. ok i find it rly quite funny, whatever :D I mean, you'll probably think that you can change the person who doesnt love you, and wish and hope and then wish and hope for your life that he/he does love you eventually, but come on i think the chances are as hard as making a gay straight. Okay i've no experience (: you can totally try, and then tell me bout it ((:
I think im really sensitive to things like, sense of hearing. Coz i can like a voice, alot alot alot :D
GETTING BACK ECONZ TMR. I'll find out who's the person who got 22/25 (IN MY CLASS??!) for the inflation qn tmr! >:)
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